Oookayy... .

WALDO (11:22:52 PM): hi
WALDO (11:22:51 PM): lol
trinikoolie314 (11:37:52 PM): sup ?
WALDO is available (11:41:13 PM)
WALDO (11:41:17 PM): u miss me
trinikoolie314 (11:43:16 PM): ummm

I didn't know how to answer that question w/o sounding like a bitch lol..

He still carried on the conversation.. I would'a deleted me off my buddy list lmao. But okay, Cool lol

*Name was changed for privacy purposes. I think Waldo fit him well Lol.

My Thoughts...When I think of Him

I mean I don't even know how to come at this. Knowing that I'm just one face in the sea of many that feels this way about you gives me even more of a reason to keep it in. I mean the chances of you even noticing me is 1 in a million..a billion maybe lol. You don't even know I exist !! Tuhh, I wont ever get to breathe your air, see your lovely face, enjoy your eyes looking at Me just to know your thinking about Me in any way. It really upsets Me ! LOL, Like if everyone has someone out there made especially for them how are we suppose to find them ? Are we suppose to search the world ? Put ourselves completely out there ?
Except, I rely on pictures of you (so I can look into your eyes)... beats & melodies with your voice (just as in my dreams)... every face I see is yours (literally smh), I see your smile every time I close my eyes, I plan out what our future could be like, what I would say if we ever spoke....
Damn ! Now that I'm typing this I see how crazy I actually sound LOL. But, who's to say that we're not meant for eachother ? That we would'nt enjoy eachothers company ?
I mean I can understand why You wouldnt be interested..what could I possibly have to offer You ?? What could I possily give to someone who has everything ??

With all these questions aside your always on my mind. Im gonna continue to utter your name in my prayers, daydream about you, & listen .. Cuz in actuality as much as I Hate to admit it.. this is the closest I'll ever get to you...



*This song Just came to life the first time I heard it. I thought about him automatically..I still do. Soo this is for Him*

oHH.. & Im not talking about J.Cole lol

P.S. Its so easy to put up your thoughts when you know noone reads them lol.. Well maybe theres someone out there that does lol

So Here's What I Do in My Spare Time...

A few pics of my weekend. My friends & I doing all there ever is to do In Atlanta,Ga *smdh*. But hey, It fills the void sooo Im all for it! LOL

Dec. 26th, 2OO9 _ Luis's Pre-bday Party. This
was my 2nd cup & I still had no idea WTF I was
drinking lol. Got the job done thoo ;)


Pshhh! My eyes are always thiss loww lol..
My bigass forhead lml


Pat mark ass ! Yeaa thats my bestfrienddd!
LOL


Tia & Pat (Baby swings & shit lol)



My manzz LD - Nuff Said loll


Dec. 27th, 2OO9
Im Starting off My day wit a blunt of Purp.. -Gucci
*Wake&Bake* ^_^


Feeling a bit Creative lol

So yesterday Jr & I had Wendy's for lunch (Im such a health nut lol), & I got a nugget shaped like a heart. Thought it was cool. Then I got all highh & thought of it as a sign of some sort smh. Well who's ever heart it was, I have it close to me now lol

Brainstorm, Take Me Away From The Norm

I think one of the things that defines a person is the music they listen to. Some songs describe you. Some remind you of things you've been through, done, or things you daydream of someday happening *smile* . These are a bit of what I Love. Take a listen if you haven't already heard.

Corinne Bailey Rae "I'd Do It All Again"

The video is directed by acclaimed film director Jamie Thraves, the man responsible for such iconic videos as Radiohead's 'Just' and Coldplay's 'The Scientist'. Talking about the video Thraves exclusively told Myspace "Corinne and I met just as I was formulating the idea. She told me she was a fan of my work, said she thought it was very real looking, cinematic and quite dark and that's what she wanted for her video, nothing too sunny she said. I looked at her other videos and realized just how sunny they were and why she wanted to do something different for this song, but on the day we filmed it was such a lovely sunny day - I told Corinne the sun just seems to follow her around, but it's okay because in sad moments the sun can underline sadness just as easily as rain." - Courtesy of WorldStarHipHop.com

* "Due to the circumstances that Corinne wrote this song, it made it even more real. No front I cried lol. You can see the pain in her eyes. My condolences go out to her & her heart. I can only imagine. None the less, a very lovely song" *

* R.I.P Brittany Murphy *

As I get older, I just prefer to knit *LOL*

*Fact: I've never taken those cute lovey dovey pics girls usually take with their boyfriends & posted them on myspace,facebook..what have you. Im usually alone.. thinking.. "I wish I had someone to take this pic with..it would be so sweet" lol

I thought these were Pretty funny *

I Love ......

"One may have a blazing hearth in one’s soul, and yet no one ever comes to sit by it"

Thinking Ahead

lol

Fantasy

Your Mom

Things Fall Apart

Love at first slide

Classhole

Angular Momentum

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Frustration