I mean I don't even know how to come at this. Knowing that I'm just one face in the sea of many that feels this way about you gives me even more of a reason to keep it in. I mean the chances of you even noticing me is 1 in a million..a billion maybe lol. You don't even know I exist !! Tuhh, I wont ever get to breathe your air, see your lovely face, enjoy your eyes looking at Me just to know your thinking about Me in any way. It really upsets Me ! LOL, Like if everyone has someone out there made especially for them how are we suppose to find them ? Are we suppose to search the world ? Put ourselves completely out there ?
Except, I rely on pictures of you (so I can look into your eyes)... beats & melodies with your voice (just as in my dreams)... every face I see is yours (literally smh), I see your smile every time I close my eyes, I plan out what our future could be like, what I would say if we ever spoke....
Damn ! Now that I'm typing this I see how crazy I actually sound LOL. But, who's to say that we're not meant for eachother ? That we would'nt enjoy eachothers company ?
I mean I can understand why You wouldnt be interested..what could I possibly have to offer You ?? What could I possily give to someone who has everything ??
With all these questions aside your always on my mind. Im gonna continue to utter your name in my prayers, daydream about you, & listen .. Cuz in actuality as much as I Hate to admit it.. this is the closest I'll ever get to you...
*This song Just came to life the first time I heard it. I thought about him automatically..I still do. Soo this is for Him*
oHH.. & Im not talking about J.Cole lol
P.S. Its so easy to put up your thoughts when you know noone reads them lol.. Well maybe theres someone out there that does lol
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