New Years came & went, now we're starting a Brand New year. Shit still feels the same, but a Little Bit different *Smile*. I go back to school tomorrow *ughhh!!* which means I'm back on my grind (this medical field shit aint no joke) lol.
Now I've never really made a New Years resolution before, simply because its like a form of a *Promise* to me, & I've always been told "A Promise is a comfort to a fool!", says my Mom lol & every promise that has EVER been made to me has been broken. So lets just say I'm not a fan hahaa. But for some reason I feel like this year has alot in store for me. Its like that little feeling you get in your gut *butterflies I guess*. I cant wait to live out each day (good or bad).
Just last year I was stuck in a rut. I felt alone, upset all the time, boredddd lol, & I guess kind of depressed. Nothing seemed to go my way. I lost my bestfriend to the one thing I want the most in My Life... Love. My mom & I just didnt seem to be getting along, which is nothing new lol, but it was just starting to take a toll on me. I found out a ton of things about myself (by accident) So I guess it really pays to listen lol. & every guy I seemed to be interested in said the same shit the last one said, hurt me then threw me away. No front I broke a heart or two, unintentionally, But as always I'm alone. I mean there are lots more but I'll keep it short & as least depressing as I can lol.
Im just trying to hold on to my Faith. I'm Living for my son (hes actually the only person that LOVEs me with every ounce of heart). I cant walk this earth dwelling on the things that seem to be important THAT day, so I guess prioritising is in order lol. As for Love... I'm done looking around. I'll keep *Him* in my thoughts as I've been doing & if its meant to happen it will. But on some real shit he's ALL I've ever wanted & I'll probably be in Love with Him Forever lol.
With all that said I'm still trying to think of a title for this post lol. I'm going to make the most of this year & every year following. & with the Lord with me ALL things are possible.
Faith. Hope.Love.Happiness :)
Now I've never really made a New Years resolution before, simply because its like a form of a *Promise* to me, & I've always been told "A Promise is a comfort to a fool!", says my Mom lol & every promise that has EVER been made to me has been broken. So lets just say I'm not a fan hahaa. But for some reason I feel like this year has alot in store for me. Its like that little feeling you get in your gut *butterflies I guess*. I cant wait to live out each day (good or bad).
Just last year I was stuck in a rut. I felt alone, upset all the time, boredddd lol, & I guess kind of depressed. Nothing seemed to go my way. I lost my bestfriend to the one thing I want the most in My Life... Love. My mom & I just didnt seem to be getting along, which is nothing new lol, but it was just starting to take a toll on me. I found out a ton of things about myself (by accident) So I guess it really pays to listen lol. & every guy I seemed to be interested in said the same shit the last one said, hurt me then threw me away. No front I broke a heart or two, unintentionally, But as always I'm alone. I mean there are lots more but I'll keep it short & as least depressing as I can lol.
Im just trying to hold on to my Faith. I'm Living for my son (hes actually the only person that LOVEs me with every ounce of heart). I cant walk this earth dwelling on the things that seem to be important THAT day, so I guess prioritising is in order lol. As for Love... I'm done looking around. I'll keep *Him* in my thoughts as I've been doing & if its meant to happen it will. But on some real shit he's ALL I've ever wanted & I'll probably be in Love with Him Forever lol.
With all that said I'm still trying to think of a title for this post lol. I'm going to make the most of this year & every year following. & with the Lord with me ALL things are possible.
Faith. Hope.Love.Happiness :)
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